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Blindfold

by Wɛndɛɡo.

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This song was written about living with suicidal ideation that stems from my PTSD.

lyrics

How many years
did I pray on my knees
Beggin to a God
wouldn't hear my plea
signed a deal with the devil
at the age 15
Just a little punk kid,
lost everything


With nothing on my back but a pennywise T
dakine backpack, bit of jib, and some G
Running from the ghost still chasin me
Eating all the fruit from the apple tree
Cuz the snake lied, said if i tried
Id forget all the hurt deep inside me
Just Another lie, i belived so blindly
PTSD the demon inside me
Now im on the road looking for my home
Dunno where to go, all alone, all alone
Got a black heart so cold, so cold
Lost like bird box, fucking blindfold

South on 21 gotta stolen handgun
Overdosed on valium,
Suicide note carved in my left
Arm-ed locked and loaded, undevoted
Innocence stolen
My Life exploded when I when I stole that car
Took the cops on the chase didn't go far
The Sarnia pigs put me up behind bars
Now I got these scars,
Lock me in the cell, lock me in my fucking mind
Cuz my life is hell, I plan escapes all the time
Contemplating deaths salvation
Suicidal ideation

(Answering Machine)

They let me out in twenty thirteen when I was 23
Not knowing what id seen what id been
Would change everything
Oxycodone fiend at 19 with nothing to my name but a rockstar pipe dream
Or should I say a pipe and a dream yea
all my fuckn dreams burned back like bromine
150lbs withering away slowly
shits a fucking snake, slithering below me
Just another fix and I won't die lonely
She's the only bitch who seems to know me
She lives in my dreams, but she fucks my homies

I walk in the bank n I don't want danger
don't want your life, I don't want your paper
one in the magg, got one in the chamber
Call the fucking cops cuz they in my favor
When they come through the door to take me down
I'll send both rounds at ground
When they light me up you’ll see me smile
Cuz I'm coming home, fuck it been a while

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released October 10, 2020
Produced by: Beats Inside Beats; Evince

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Wɛndɛɡo Owen Sound, Ontario

Wendego is the hip-hop al-
ter ego of Grey-Bruce heavy metal vocalist Raymond King. After spending a large portion of his youth and young adult years in prison, King plans to use
Wendego to help combat mental health stigma, and Indigenous oppression. ... more

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